just like heaven · alexei · COMPLETE

[alexei leon fournier]

Frequent moments of cheesiness were actually pretty good, he loved those moments, especially cheesy love moments because they made you feel as if you were walking on air, as if nothing could harm you or shoot you down from that dream like state that you found yourself in once you realized you were in love with someone. Those moments were actually worth living for because they made you feel the best that you’ve ever felt in your life; elated and heightened by all the happiness in the world times by infinity. He didn’t like the arguments though because it was similar to love. The love heightened things by ten times and when you got anger and hurt and pain and arguments all in one go, it ruined and crashed everything down in a matter of few seconds, a hundred times worse than what you would have ever imagined. Letting out a laugh, he shrugged his shoulders at her, finding it amusing that she didn’t want to become like that because frankly, he already thought they were like that. They were so lovey dovey at times that it wasn’t sickening for him at all, in fact he learned to appreciate a lot of the couples out there now because he new what true love was. “I think we are already like them mi amour, but not to worry because I can tone it down for you if you want?” He raised an eyebrow suggestively, doubting that she’d actually want him to tone down more than how he already was.

It wasn’t really his fault that he felt guilty about it, it was his mother, his own mother that died in a fire that he was a part of, if he wasn’t guilty about it then who would be? For him it was harsh that his mother was taken away so cruelly, but he had adapted himself, learned to live with it and was carrying on with his life with the horrible memory that was ingrained in his brain; he didn’t think about it lately that much and that was a good thing. Smiling at Anouk’s words, he nodded his head but didn’t speak, he was already choked up with emotion by just remembering his mom and he didn’t want to make this night a night of sadness, he wanted it to be filled with happiness and love for Anouk. This was her moment to be happy and he didn’t want to ruin it at all. Smiling warmly with his eyes full of intense love as she caressed his cheek gently, he closed his eyes for half a second, letting the flutter close because the love between them just suddenly overwhelmed him. Opening his eyes to gaze at her lovingly as she rubbed their noses together playfully, he couldn’t help but to let the smile just over take his entire face. He let out a chuckle, his head rolling backwards before he looked at her with a twinkle in his eyes. “I know you do, that’s why I love you very much.”

Their kisses were much more delicate yet passionate, soft yet harsh, it was as if they were conveying several different emotions through their kisses so they each would know how the other truly felt. Nodding his head, he let the entire conversation go, they were always moving from one topic to another; it was a good idea in a relationship to have conversation otherwise you’d never really get along or know what was going through the other half’s mind. He looked at the people she as waving at, he faintly recognized Scarlett and nodded at her with a smile but the others whom Anouk waved to; he didn’t realize who they were at all. Not that he minded, he didn’t want any of them to know him anyway. “I know what you mean, I like being able to hold your hand in public without looking over my shoulder every few seconds.” Smiling he squeezed her hand and then nodded his head, giving her a final twirl before bowing in front of her. “Yes ma’am, food and drink it is.” He eyes the champagne flutes for a second, an eyebrow raised, grabbing two with one hand, he handed a single flute to Anouk. “I think today calls for some wine.”

outfit//this tux and this mask
word count// 719!
thoughts// FINALLY! I could post!

[anouk lirienne fournier]

There were moments like this one in her life that made her think cheesiness was the best thing in the world; maybe because it was Alexei, maybe because she had gotten used to it, or maybe because after all Anouk had a cheesy side on her. He warned her about being too romantic and touchy, and to be honest she didn’t mind one little bit, his touch was the best thing in her world, his mouth, so warm and tasty, his hands so big and protective… everything made her feel different million ways at the same time, it was as if fireworks exploded inside her, and fire spread around her skin whenever he touched her. It was true, they had become their parents, but by any means she wanted him to tone it down one little bit, not at all, she still hadn’t grow tired of it and to be honest Anouk doubted she ever will. “No, don’t even dare.” If he stopped being so lovey-dovey around her she would probably get worried and think he didn’t want her anymore. That wasn’t going to happen anytime soon if she could do something about it. She was a touchy person, though with Alexei she had avoided contact as much as possible back when they weren’t dating, maybe some occasional hugs as the day in his gallery and things like that but if she could save it then she would. Now Anouk wanted to be always where she could touch him, to make sure he was still there and hadn’t vanished like in her dreams. It hadn’t been that long when she was sleeping with Cass, but it seemed like ages ago.

The emotion that held Alexei’s face almost made her cry. She tried to do her best for him, she tried to be there, to support him, to place all blames and worries on her so he wouldn’t have to deal with nasty things and just enjoy their relationship. It was already hard on him after all she had put him through and Anouk regretted that so much. Everyone in this life has scars, some of them small, easy to get over them, some of them small but painful, a reminder of what you did, and other ones were big, always there to also remind you of something tragic and horrible. Alexei’s one was big, and she tried to make the pain that came along with it smaller and bearable. Their relationship had some scars too, but their love was so… immensurable, so amazing and overwhelming that they all were surpassed. Love was louder than their pains and so they could stay together, because it didn’t matter how deep or big that scar was they could always get over it. “I love you too, but let’s not get emotional today okay? I don’t like being emotional.” Anouk had never been an emotional girl up until recently, still she was strong and she had managed so far to hold back. She laughed at how Alexei dropped the topic, she was always trying for him to get his dark side out a bit but he had steel control over his needs an emotions.

It was obvious the thing of being recognized by some member of the family had placed a lot of pressure on Alexei’s shoulders, much to her dismay tonight she had started worrying about that too, but now it all seemed silly seeing how well the night was going so far. “It feels amazingly great really.” She shrugged her shoulders at Alexei looked at the crowd of people she waved at, well she was a social butterfly after all, it was natural people will recognize her and wave at her. She laughed as he twirled her and bowed, such an old fashioned gentleman he was she had the urge to pitch his cheeks. But she loved him, so much that he heart had troubles handling the emotions. “I’m hungry.” Anouk saw how Alex caught two flutes of champagne and offered her one, she took it warily, not that she was going to get drunk with such soft stuff for crying out loud, she had so much alcohol before in her body probably to burn for days or even weeks if someone set her on fire but still what if she tasted it and her body started to crave even more fiercely? She walked toward the table with food, impressed at the stuff, once again the academy showing off. “I am blaming you if I get drunk.” Anouk said winking at him with a smile and sipping from her flute.

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OUTFIT, here
WORD COUNT, 768
NOTES, yaay

[alexei leon fournier]

The night was just coming to a start, so there was no going back now, people were starting to get into the full swing of things at the ball now, people were dancing about and having fun and the shyness that was there just a few moments ago had seemed to vanish under an invisibility cloak of some sort. The buzz of chatter had become louder, the music was flowing easily and the dancing came out quickly, people were beginning to loosen up just as how Alex and Anouk were both loosening up. He wondered if his father had shivers and fireworks run up and down his body when he touched his wife, his stepmother, because if he did then both Alex and Anouk would have definitely become like them. Right now, Alex didn’t mind though, it was all fine being his father and stepmother because the love between himself and Anouk was strong; it made him feel happier than usual. Laughing, he held her closer, trailing his fingertips down the back of her spine and stopping at the small of her back. “Don’t worry dear, I won’t ever dare to ever do anything like that, I like being loving with you.” Smiling, he put an arm around her shoulder, placing a deep kiss on her lips, he was more affectionate tonight, he wanted her, he really id but he wasn’t going to do anything about it yet, he loved her too much to ruin their relationship with sex.

He felt horrible; he wasn’t being a good boyfriend was he? That thought was always going through his mind whenever he was with Anouk, what he made her go through on a daily basis…it just showed him that he wasn’t compromising in the relationship between the both of them at all. He was the one with the easy ride while she had to give up the things that she loved the most, so why couldn’t he allow her to enjoy the things she loved in moderation? It was as if he were controlling everything she did and he was only doing that because he didn’t want to lose her, he didn’t want her to be suddenly gone away from him without him spending every minute of every day with her. Smiling he nodded his head at her. “No emotions today apart from love and happiness honey.” Smiling at her, he continued on with his smiles, it was true what he said; he couldn’t just start being annoyed because this topic about his mom came up, remembering his mom brought back the harsh memories and he didn’t want that, he wanted to remember his mom as a happy loving woman and that was that.

Squeezing her hand as she spoke, he picked it up and placed a small kiss on the back of her hand, gazing at her lovingly because she he was having such a great time; he was actually pretty happy she bugged him to go out tonight because he didn’t have to worry. He had to hand it to Anouk, she was somehow managing to turn him into someone who didn’t worry all the time and he thought that would be difficult, but of course, in love nothing was really difficult. “I agree, it does.” Passing the champagne flute to her, he raised an eyebrow as she spoke and thoughtfully took a sip, swirling the champagne in his mouth as the fizziness as she took it warily from his hand. “Not really, because I’m only allowing you to have two drinks tonight, one you are already having and the second will be right at the end of the night when we have finished eating, dancing and saying goodbye to your friends.” Raising an eyebrow at her, he smiled and took another sip of his champagne, walking towards the food table so that he could find her something to eat. Looking at everything, he twitched his nose. “What do you want to eat dear?”

outfit//this tux and this mask
word count// 664!
thoughts// not proud of this post but oh well!

[anouk lirienne fournier]

Since they got together Anouk hadn’t wasted a breath or a second apart from him. If she could stay home with him she will do so, if she had to go to a place she will always see if she could take him with her and so on. She was spending most time in her house now than before, much more. Her mother thought she was maturing, that she was settling down and sometimes asked her if she had found someone really worth it. Anouk would have loved to shout it to the wind, tell her mother that she had a very special person in her heart, that he was making her happy beyond words. That it was Alexei, but she couldn’t of course, but they couldn’t hide forever either. “Good, because I like it too.” She shivered under his touch, he had so much power over her, for once she was the one bending under someone and it felt so great. She didn’t mind all the sacrifices she was doing for him at all if she was making him this happy. She kissed him back, laughing and circling his waist with her arms. “Are you really happy with me? With all this?” she knew right not the atmosphere between them was really filled with emotion; she just didn’t want that emotion being pain in his face and guilt.

She looked at him as he placed a kiss on her hand and then giving her the champagne. Anouk knew she wasn’t going to get drunk only from that, it took quite a good amount of alcohol to have her drunk but she didn’t want to wake up the urge in her, she didn’t know how much she could last. “Only two drinks? Wait wait, you are allowing me?” she said scoffing and laughing. She allowed him to take care of her and gave into him on everything but she never allowed anyone to tell her what to do before, which crossed her temper. She would let that go though, because she wanted to enjoy the night and that could raise a fight really. Once again she was giving up for him, she was doing her best trying to control her temper, she didn’t really like being told what to do, but he was doing it for her best interest. “Okay, fine, I guess it’s more than enough anyway.” She said smiling. It was more than she had planned to drink in the first place so there shouldn’t be a problem with it really. She picked some snacks of the table and passed some to Alexei, smiling up to him. “I am really having a good time you know?”

It was nice being surrounded by people she knew without having to hide but she really wanted to spend some time alone with him, under the stars and cuddling a bit, so once she got her food and with the champagne flute in one hand she laced their fingers together and dragged him outside to the courtyard. There was a vacant place under a tree where no one usually went and she walked up there resting her back against the tree and smiling at him, removing her mask. “I don’t feel like sharing you with the crowd anymore for a while.” Leaving the empty flute on the grass near them she got closer to him and rested her hands on his chest. “I’m bloody cold.” She said. It was autumn and night and her dress was short and strapless so of course she was cold but well being sexy had a price.

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OUTFIT, here
WORD COUNT, 600
NOTES, ugly muse mine >.<

[alexei leon fournier]

If you told Alexei that he was going to fall in love and give into every whim of a girl, who was his stepsister, and would soon be his lover, he would have laughed himself to sleep; even probably laughing in his sleep as well. He would never have been able to think of Anouk in the way of a lover, he never wanted or had the urge to rip off any of Anouk’s clothes and just smother her in kisses, but now he did. Now all he wanted to do was take her home and have a well-spent night with her; it was all that he wanted. And he was pretty much sure that she wouldn’t actually even mind if he just dragged her to some unknown place or home just to be with her. Home wouldn’t have bee a great idea though because he was sure that Anouk had left both their parents back there and if they saw the both of the holding hands, entering the house one after the other, all giggly and flushed in masquerade clothes…well who knew what would happen? In fact, Alexei didn’t want to know what would happen so he pushed the thought out of his mind, why bring himself down on a night like this? He raised an eyebrow behind his mask, though he was sure that Anouk could see. “There is nowhere, that I’d rather be now except for here and with you.” Making sue to speak slowly, he held his gaze with her; he wanted her to know that he loved her and didn’t mind being in an environment like this because it did bring out a good side of him.

He really did want her to be able to enjoy herself because this was her night, a night where she should be having the fun that she deserved and who was he to stop her? He had to keep reminding himself that this was her night that she could do whatever she wanted and if she wanted to drink, then so be it! “Well you can have more if you want…but you and I both know that you wouldn’t pick up a third glass.” Smirking, e winked at her playfully, finding it amusing. It did seem, in the way that he spoke, that he was controlling her, but he didn’t want her to think that. He didn’t want to be one of those over zealous and jealous boys who would punch the lights out of any guy that would come her way, though he did get jealous very quickly all he would do would be to sulk off and nothing else. Smiling, he held the snacks that she passed his way and nodded his head. “I’m glad you are, because I am having a fantastic time as well.”

Moving his snacks and glass to his other hand, he gently laced his fingers with Anouk as she slipped them into his hand, and followed her as she practically dragged him outside. He was a little afraid of what was going on and just casually watched her as she moved towards an empty tree and leaned against it. Letting out a scoff he nodded his head at her, downing the inch or so of champagne that was remaining in his flute and settling it where she had placed her own glass. “I don’t want to share you with anyone either, did you see the way people were looking at you?” Raising an eyebrow theatrically, he smirked, not taking off his own mask as she came closer to him. Looking down at her body, he ran his hands up and down her bare arms. “You would be, wouldn’t you?” Parting from her, he took off his jacket and threw it around her shoulders before pulling her in towards him, kissing her lips teasingly for a second.

outfit//this tux and this mask
word count// 645!
thoughts//

[anouk lirienne fournier]

Alexei had been the one who had more doubts about this, who didn’t want this in the first place and who didn’t love her. Anouk had acted like a slut because she couldn’t have him, she had no right to say she had loved him all along because well, she had a funny way of showing it. She could have saved herself for him, not dating anyone and truly showing him her feelings, of course she picked the other way. Still she managed to get him after a lot of unfortunate events and a lot of hurt and pain for both of them. Anouk could say all if it had been worth it but… what if she had died? What if she didn’t make it and died? She wouldn’t be living this moment with him right, she wouldn’t be hearing his words and that would have been a pity and she would have destroyed his life completely since he fell in love with her shortly after she tried to kill herself. “I love you.” She had her doubts. Anouk wasn’t a girl of thinking that much and giving so much importance to things, but well Alexei was a whole different matter in her life and she loved him, she couldn’t afford losing him at all, except if he decided to leave, then she will have to give up on him and try to hide how that would kill her. Of course she wasn’t going to tell him that.

She laughed and shook her head. It was true she wasn’t going to take more champagne but she didn’t like being bossed around at all. Anouk knew Alex cared about her and just wanted her well being and that he was having a hard time watching her go through withdrawal, her body was slowly recovering, she hadn’t been that addicted to drugs and alcohol so she was almost fine now, she just needed to gain some weight and a bit more time and she would be completely recovered. He could be a jealous boy and in fact they did have big arguments over his jealousy but he wasn’t controlling. “Okay okay, you are right.” Anouk liked him to be jealous sometimes, it made her feel wanted, but she didn’t want it all the time, and not especially around her friends. Being the kind of girl she was she had a lot of male friends around, guys she slept with and managed to stay as friends and guys she just had flirted with but had nothing at all. She was good at flirting and she used to love doing so, and sometimes it was something that slipped while talking with her friends but it was the harmless joking kind of flirting. Alexei couldn’t understand that and he gained a lot of enemies because of it. She hated that.

“What did you think I was going to do? Kidnap you or something?” She said joking as she noticed how wary he was. She laughed and shook her head. She waved a hand as to take importance to the matter but she indeed knew how guys were looking at her and she felt proud of how she was still able to catch the attention of them. She hadn’t lost her touch after all, and if she had that effect on other boys she could only imagine the effect she would have on Alex. “Forget about them, they can only wish to have me. You own me completely and absolutely.” Anouk shivered as he ran his hands up and down her arms and then placed his jacket on her shoulders, it had his smell and she loved it. Wrapping her arms around his waist she laughed as Alex kissed her. Those little sudden gestures he did make her laugh and she loved them. “Such a cheeky gentleman.” She said pecking him on the lips three times. “So how does it feel spending some time in the place your girlfriend is tortured six hours a day or more?”

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OUTFIT, here
WORD COUNT, 671
NOTES, i am posting so slowly lately XD I am ashamed of myself hahaha

[alexei leon fournier]

Jealousy was a sinful emotion; it was something that Alexei couldn’t control about himself. His jealous side just came out at any moment. When he was younger and his mother used to pay attention to other people instead of him, then he would act in a jealous manner. He really was a jealous kid, and that jealousy had grown up with him, it was even stronger and more personal than before. Whenever he heard of Anouk’s escapades with another boy, whenever he heard how boys had shoved their tongues down her throat and how she enjoyed every touch that they gave her…it sort of made him want to throw a brick at a glass wall and watch it shatter all over the place. That was all he wanted to hurt people who had been with her, but he couldn’t do that because that would make him a hypocrite. He didn’t want Anouk going after his previous relationships and hurting the girls that were in his life, did he? He just wanted her all to himself now, but that would mean he was controlling her and he didn’t want her to be annoyed with him even though he had a feeling she wouldn’t mind because she was far too deep in love with him to even bother to argue with him. Smiling, he kissed her cheek gently. “I love you too, mi amour. Very much.”

It was slightly unnerving as to how easily Anouk gave into Alex’s words. Whenever they fought though it would always, and mostly be, because they were both far too stubborn to go any further than they wanted to and by the end, something he realised pretty much lately, was that Anouk would be the one apologising first. He did apologise, he always did but it seemed to be always after she had finally apologised. What was he, a five year old? He was worried about her though, worried that it wasn’t just the withdrawal from her daily activities that was harming her, but because his stubbornness and annoying attitude was harming her; it could happen right? Smiling, he just nodded his head at her; she had once again told him that he was right. He did find satisfaction in that but he didn’t find it all the time. It was just sort of amusing that she would always give up to him even if he didn’t want her to. Apologies were a big thing between the two, they were always apologising to one another for being such idiots in the relationship even though Alexei knew he was the bigger one.

Laughing at her question, he shrugged his shoulders with a smirk on his face. “Well you could be, I know how badly you just want to take me away somewhere, so you might be kidnapping me before I say anything!” He was glad she wanted alone time with him, glad that they were both going to get some time together and although he did want her to have some fun with her friends; this was actually just perfect and he loved the night so far. Nipping gently at her bottom lip, he let out a chuckle and pulled back to look at her face. “Really? I own you completely and absolutely huh? Well then, I think that’s great, it means that I can do anything with you. Anything I want.” Raising an eyebrow teasingly, he bit her lip gently, nipping at her shoulders after a few seconds. Putting on a bashful face, he shrugged his shoulders as she called him a cheeky gentleman. Putting his arms around her as she questioned him and pushing her back against the tree, he kissed down her neck. “It’s nice, I like the spending time with you...and a very good artist, or a person with good colour co ordination has designed the hall brilliantly.”

outfit//this tux and this mask
word count// 645!
thoughts// haha no need to be!

[anouk lirienne fournier]

Anouk never liked to share and thinking of Alex with another woman in the past made her blood boil. She was a selfish creature and jealousy hit her whenever he talked about another woman. It had never been that way with her really before maybe because the boys she had been with meant nothing to her at all. Alexei never understood there was no one like him; no one had made her feel such a way before and no one ever will. She tried hard for him to understand that but she couldn’t really ask for him to not being totally jealous because she also was, but she controlled herself better… sometimes. Anouk just smiled, they spent their time together saying they loved each other and they spent their time being lovey-dovey, she was surprised their parents hadn’t discover yet what was going because they literally spent all their time together and whenever Alexei came home he went straight to her room and whenever he entered a room Anouk’s eyes lit up and followed all his movements. She wished they could sit in the couch and snuggle each other, with his arm surrounding her shoulders and she lying against him. But they couldn’t. And to make up for all that she always gave into his wishes and desires, she always apologized and always, always, was the one giving up first. “You would love being kidnapped by me, don’t lie.” She said laughing and smiling. So yes she was suffering in this relationship but the good moments were way better than the worst.

She kissed him again, so comfortable and warm between his arms, so happy in that moment. “Yes, complete and absolutely.” She giggled against his lips, enjoying his taste, how free he was acting and how he was finally touching her in public and in such a way. “You can do anything you want with me. And I also can do whatever I want with you.” She bit her lip as he kissed down her neck, he knew it was her weak point and he used it against her. Anouk trailed her hands up his back and played a bit with his hair using his weak point against him. “You also like torturing me huh...” Anouk loved him, loved him so much that she could always gave into him in whatever he wanted, whatever he wished he could get it, there was nothing she wouldn’t do for him. “Oh yes, there is a lot of great artist in the school.” That was the reason she was there in that school, she wanted to be as big as someone could get in that world and this academy was the best place.

She looked up at the sky and smiled, hugging him tightly and laughing a bit at the irony of it all. “I don’t understand how mom and dad hadn’t realized, are they blind? It’s so… obvious that we love each other.” Things had changed so much between them, they didn’t bickered anymore, they spend their time together, and when their parents back were turned they whispered to each other ‘I love you’ and kissed. They locked themselves either in his room or hers and spent hours in there making out or just laying in bed and cuddling and it was great. Her said to her that she was very happy they were getting along so great, that they spent so much time together and were acting like close brothers, of course she didn’t know the truth, what would she think if she knew what was behind the façade? The real reason of them getting along so well? She shivered, and this time not for the cold or Alex’s touches but for what was ahead of them.

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OUTFIT, here
WORD COUNT, 627
NOTES, so distracted o.o

[alexei leon fournier]

All in all, the entire human population was selfish. It didn’t matter if they didn’t show it, it didn’t matter if they were the most charitable person in the world, but they would have a little bit of selfishness inside of them. Some selfishness was personal, when you wanted a person just for yourself and no one else, when you didn’t like sharing anything with another person’ other types of selfishness were more out in the open. Such as not lending people anything, making sure that everything is returned properly back to you if you somehow managed to end up giving people things…there were so many different types of selfishness that it was almost laughable. Alex was being selfish now but he literally had no regret, Anouk was his girlfriend and he just wanted to spend some time with her, was that so bad? Maybe for her other friends because they wanted to spend some time with her at the party, but if Alex was brave enough, he would have said ‘tough luck’ to them all because he wanted her all alone. It sounded creepy when it was worded like that; but yes, he just wanted her all alone so he could hug her and be comfortable with her. Smiling coyly, he nodded his head, “You know I’d never have a problem with you kidnapping me, I’d love it way too much; so instead of seeing it as a punishment I’ll be looking at it as a reward’s perspective.”

Even though the night was quite cold and the darkness had overshadowed them by the time they had left the building to stand outside underneath the tree, Alex felt warm and only because he had Anouk wrapped tightly around him. Chuckling, he continued gnawing on her lips like a little bear, he was happy because the mask covered him; it was a good thing that he hadn’t taken it off yet. He wasn’t going to anyway. He actually did like the mystery of it all. Smiling he raised an eyebrow at her. “Is that so, what would you do with me then?” Laughing, he shook his head before continuing his attack on her neck, her neck was actually the most delectable part of her and he liked torturing her like that. But she also knew his weak spot so it was a disadvantage to him; he let out a content sigh when her hands began to play with his hair, his kisses harsher than before because of it. “Torturing you is nice, because when I do this…” He gently ran his fingertips, grazing her not even touching her, up her arm and over her exposed collarbone. “…When I do this, your reactions make me want to keep going on.” Gently, he extended his tongue, licking her cheek mischievously; he had found his childish side once again.

Holding onto her, he rested his chin against the top of her head; it was quite amusing how tall he was, but because of the shoes Anouk was wearing, she was taller than she normally was. He chuckled at her words and nodded his head, holding onto her as if she would disappear if his hands moved away from her. “I know right? I come into your room everyday, you obviously look like you’re about to jump on me every time I enter the house and how can they not hear the random moans that you let out whenever we kiss?” He rolled his eyes playfully and smiled at her, it was obvious to any random stranger that the both of them were together but their parents seemed blissfully unaware of what was actually going on behind closed doors. Alexei felt a bit guilty for betraying his father and step mom like that…but he never did mean for this to happen it just did and now he was happy. Surely that would count for something right? Looking down at Anouk as she shivered, he held her closer, “You alright mi amour? Do you want to go back inside?”

outfit//this tux and this mask
word count// 673!
thoughts// uh oh

[anouk lirienne fournier]

Spending time alone with Alexei made Anouk the happiest girl in the world. She could care less about the people at the party that wanted to spend time with her because she had spend enough time with them for the past three years and now it was time for her to spend it with him. So she didn’t mind him being selfish and keeping her all for himself, because she wanted to do exactly the same, just letting him go to work every morning took a lot of effort because Anouk wanted to keep him in bed with her all morning and cuddling there, happily. “Well then this is your reward, for being with me here tonight.” They keep kissing, hugging tightly and she was feeling comfortable there in his arms and very happy. The mask added some mystery but she would have recognized him under it anywhere, and there was no one she wanted to be with more than him. He was being quite mischievous tonight and not so serious, he was joking and teasing her and she loved that, it was as if the mask gave him the courage he needed. Anouk bit her lip as if she was thinking what she would to him, but images of all her dreams and fantasies ran through her head, and none of them were very appropriate for the place and situation they were in. “One day you’ll know what I can and want to do to you.”

She loved how he knew exactly where her weak spot was, and he enjoyed teasing her out of her mind. Anouk had complained to him because he always used it against her to left her wanting more, but now she was far from complaining, she moaned a bit as he talked against her neck. She shivered and kept playing with his hair, enjoying the kisses he was trailing in her throat. “As much as I would love you to go on.” She said a bit breathless because Alexei managed to throw her into such state with those softly sneaky touches of him. “This is not the place or the time.” Anouk laughed when he licked her cheek and she cleaned it with the sleeve of his jacket making a face. “Eww Alexei, we are not in second grade.” She laughed though and titled her head to catch his lips, kissing him before letting him go. She rested her head on his chest and closed her eyes, listening to his heartbeat and the sound of his voice. Laughing she shook her head rubbing her nose against his shirt embarrassed. She always ended up moaning louder than she wanted to because Alexei used low tricks against her, of course whenever they spend time in her room they always end up kissing and cuddling in the bed.

“Well let’s not talk about how you look when you see me.” She said looking up at him. Anouk didn’t feel guilty for what she was doing behind their parents back at all. She didn’t know how they would react if they knew so until it was the right moment she just wanted to enjoy this. They had no other option and she wasn’t going to give up their relationship at all. “And I wouldn’t moan so loud if you didn’t use such low tricks on me and left me there wanting more.” She didn’t want to go back inside yet, not at all. She wanted to stay there with him, so she just hugged him tightly enjoying the warm of his body. “Yes my love, I am fine.” Anouk tiptoed to reach his lips and kissed him again, closing her eyes. When she kissed Alexei it felt as if she had never been kissed before, each kiss was different, especial and new, she never got tired of his lips and never got tired of him, unlike with the boys of her past. “I don’t want to go anywhere, I am feeling very comfortable here with you right now.”

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OUTFIT, here
WORD COUNT, 670
NOTES, wohoo posted ^^ i am feeling in form today

[alexei leon fournier]

Sometimes; there was a moment when he felt horrible because he was keeping Anouk away from the people she loved the most, her friends, the rest of her family, but at other times he didn’t even care. He wanted her for himself and his selfish side took over; he was sure that this was common in a lot of relationships and none of the partners cared about if they were being selfish because spending time with your loved one was one of the best things in life. Sometimes he just wanted to carry her to work with him because he didn’t like being separated from her but obviously they had to carry on with their normal, every day lives because that was how it was supposed to be, no one was supposed to know how they were together. “That’s great, I love the reward.” Winking at her, he just melted against her form because they fit together perfectly. Their hands, their body, they just laced and meshed together amazingly which was amusing because it sort of showed Alex that they were really meant to be together. Smiling, he let out a throaty, deep chuckle at Anouk’s words and nodded his head. “I’ll be very much waiting for that day then.”

The weak spot of hers was the easiest to find, something that was most common in many girls, but her weak spot was just under where her Adam’s apple would have been if she were a boy. Just right there, every time he applied a little pressure, a little kiss she would just melt underneath his touch and he loved seeing her moan into him because of that; it was…as awkward as it was to say, it was hot. Every time she pulled at a strand of his hair, he would keep his kiss longer and deeper just to make sure that she would suffer under his sensual tortures as much as he was. He wasn’t fully concentrating on her words until she began to finish her words and he moved back, breathing deeply and looking at her with a lot of love. “Alright then, I shall stop for now. Forgive me dear but you just look so delicious today.” He eyed her lustfully for a second before he realised how he was acting and gave a slight cough before lowering his gaze because he knew that he was much better than that. Letting out an easy laugh, he shrugged his shoulders. “Oh you love me.” He rubbed a hand against her back as she cuddled up against him, sighing as he took in the night sky.

Laughing once more he nodded his head at her because he was sure that whenever he saw her, his eyes lit up and a smile already formed onto his lips. “I know, I know, I’m as worse as you.” He was sure that he was, it really was a big wonder as to how their parents didn’t even understand what the both of them did or acted with one another; it was amusing. Shrugging his shoulders with a mischievous smirk on his lips he began to speak. “Well it isn’t my fault that you can’t handle it, is it?” Raising an eyebrow, he held her tighter, hoping that she wouldn’t feel anymore cold because the night was getting colder. Closing his eyes, he returned her kisses, pulling her towards him and a little bit upwards so she wouldn’t have to stretch all that much. “That’s good because I don’t want to go anywhere either, I just want to stay here with you and kiss you.”

outfit//this tux and this mask
word count// 602!
thoughts// ^^

[anouk lirienne fournier]

Anouk didn’t mind one little bit when Alexei kept her from seeing her friends because he was her important one and will always be. She loved kissing him, hugging him, spending time with him, and melting against him whenever they were this close. She let out a laugh as he winked playfully at her and she drop the subject, talking about sex depravation will just make her want more and obviously Anouk didn’t need that right at the moment. It didn’t help that Alex attacked her neck and that he just increased the passion of his kisses when she played with his hair. She would love to shove him against the tree and kiss him senseless, apart from a lot of images that where making its appearance in her head and that weren’t helping her much with her self-control. It was her reason kicking in when Anouk spoke, something that didn’t happen very often, but when his lips left her throat her eyes were full of lust and her breathe had quickened. “Don’t apologize at all.” She took his face in her hands when he lowered his eyes and kissed him, venting some of that lust on his lips as she ran her tongue across his bottom lip before pulling away. God she loved him, so very much she had lost herself long ago to become him. Her world revolved around him, she was suspended by his force and she lived purely for him and only him, Anouk just needed him.

“Yes, I do.” she whispered against his shirt and smiled feeling his hands on her back. There could be shooting stars around them and she wouldn’t have noticed it. When Anouk gazed into his eyes all she could see was him and how much she meant to him, those were the moments her doubts completely vanished and she was sure everything would be alright. They were very much in love with each other and because their parents were very busy with their own little bubble to realize what was going inside their own house. Of course Alexei tried to be careful but they were getting used to this and so they felt freer. Anouk was a bit scared that freedom will lead them to make a mistake, which will lead to the fights that surely were going to happen once their parents knew what was going on. She hoped her mom would take the news with optimism and carefree but of course at first she will feel betrayed and hurt, and a lot of things were going to fall into place. What will happen if Carine realized all that happened to Anouk was related to this? Was she going to try tearing them apart? Alexei’s questions pull her out of her thoughts. “I can handle it perfectly well but you wouldn’t like it if I hold back, would you?”

She could spend her whole day kissing him or cuddling with him. She always tried to be at arm reach of his whenever he was in the room, even if they couldn’t touch. Anouk just gravitated around him like a satellite. “I still find this difficult to believe, you and me like this.” She said holding his gaze and smiling. “I waited two years and a half for this, since the moment I realized I was head over heels for you my mind refused to let anyone else in that wasn’t you.” Several boys came in and out of her life during the past years, some of them left a deeper impression than other, some of them she couldn’t remember, but Alexei had never left her mind. Anouk had tried to drown her hopes in alcohol so she wouldn’t have to suffer from deception and just unrequited love, but of course hopes developed on its own in her mind and it had been impossible to tear him from her mind, impossible. No one had made his image go away from her mind; she couldn’t avoid comparing them with him, how different they all were. Now she was having him in her arms and it always felt like a dream.

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OUTFIT, here
WORD COUNT, 689
NOTES, =P

[alexei leon fournier]

He didn’t really realise as to how much she had gone through, the girl that was used to sex at least four or five times a day was getting nothing more than a passionate make out session. It sort of did amuse him when he thought of it that way because it was something to laugh about. He wondered as to how badly she just wanted to take him into a room and do whatever because it was funny just watching her moan and writhe under his touches even though they had never started the main event. It didn’t help him that she knew his weak point because whenever she played with his hair, he felt as if he lost all senses and urges and just wanted to do the animalistic thing instead; which obviously would get them both nowhere because he was sure that he would, maybe, just, just about regret it later on. She always seemed to want to push him over the edge and he didn’t want that to happen just in case anything went wrong and they both had a big argument, though he didn’t want to think about that now because he was having a great time just kissing her. He let out an inaudible groan as her tongue ran across his lips and closed his eyes for a second, focusing on controlling his breathing. It took very much, most of his strength to not just grab her and run somewhere. Leaning his forehead against her shoulder for a second, he looked up at her and smiled, not bothering to comment anymore.

Smiling as she agreed that she did indeed love him he felt a happy glow run through his body. His hands continued their little patterns on her back as she hugged him and stood close to him; this was literally perfect. If he could freeze the moment, step back and see the both of them they would definitely look like a happy, loving couple – which of course they were. He hoped that whenever Anouk looked into his eyes, whenever she saw him and realised that he did indeed love her, she’d know how much she actually meant to him. He wanted her to know that he’d even kill just to have her by his side, because he loved her far too much. Smiling, he let out a chuckle. “Nah, I wouldn’t like it if you did hold back, holding back isn’t good.”

He raised an eyebrow at her sudden weirdness and childishness, he did find it weird that they were finally together but he loved it because it felt great, it felt like nothing else in the world had ever given him this much happiness as much as she was. Smiling, he pulled her closer, looking down at her with a loving look. “I know what you mean, if you told me before, if everything happened before we’d have been together longer, I still find it difficult to believe that my super strong morals haven’t kicked in and have tried to pull me away from you.” Pecking her lips and gently nibbling on her lower lip before he pulled back, he let out another content sigh. “Not that I want my morals to kick in, I don’t think anything can take me away from you anymore, we’re now bounded together for eternity, so don’t think you’ll ever get away from me.”

outfit//this tux and this mask
word count// 568!
thoughts// so cold

[anouk lirienne fournier]

Alexei was always making fun of her poor self-control but sometimes Anouk made him taste his own medicine and made it hard for him to control himself, she knew how to use it against him when she played with his hair and also made new things. Running her tongue across his lips seemed to drive him over the edge, it always worked. She knew he wasn’t ready yet, she just wondered why when he seemed so ready and eager for it. Anouk didn’t see the need of holding back but if he wanted then she will give into his wishes as she always did, sure it was hard for her but she could manage perfectly well. At first she had been afraid she was going to look for the sex in other boys, but she loved Alexei too much to hurt him that way. “I know, I don’t like it when you hold back either so don’t.” But he always held back, because he was afraid of going too far and messing things up. Being like this was enough for her though, it felt like a dream for Anouk because she had been dreaming about being like this with Alexei. She always wanted to touch him, make sure he was there, she loved opening her eyes to see his face, to feel the warmth of his body, his arms wrapped tightly around protecting her from harm.

Alexei could hurt her deeply than anyone else, he had that power. Anouk had given him the direct access to cut her deeper, but he always, always protected her from harm coming from outside, and he tried his hard not to hurt her too. It worked the other way around too, she had the power to hurt him more than anyone else, she had the power to destroy him just as he could destroy but she won’t ever be able to do so, because hurting him would be hurting herself too. “Your morals are always getting in the way.” Anouk said wrinkling her nose with distaste, it was the thing that had him apart from her when she confessed, and that lead him to hurt her so bad by rejecting her in such a way. She still winced from the pain from time to time remembering how it leaded to what she did. She was glad this time they hadn’t kicked in. “It seems love is louder and stronger than morals. I am grateful for that.” She kissed his jaw and smiled, looking at his eyes. Anouk loved the way he looked at her, and the way he played with her lips. It was as if nothing else made him happier than having her in his arms and that made her happier than anyone else on earth. “I don’t want you to go, I want you to say. Forever.”

After all Anouk had done a herculean effort to keep him by her side, it was only natural that she would want him to stay. Alexei was her world, her everything, he meant everything to her; he meant more than she meant to herself. “I love you, and your morals can eat that, they will have to get over it.” She said laughing and hugging him tighter if that was even possible. They were really happy together, everyone would be able to see that and if they parents couldn’t… well, sorry for them because she wasn’t going to give up the only thing that kept her alive.

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OUTFIT, here
WORD COUNT, 582
NOTES, yeah... another one done? XD