i've got nothing to lose - alexei

[anouk lirienne fournier]

t e x t-- m e s s a g e

That's not possible, me hating you... I... nevermind. I won't leave. I'll stay with you and mom, I think you guys need me more than dad... though I got the impression he wanted to tell me something... um... might call him and ask about it.
from: anouk

[anouk lirienne fournier]

t e x t-- m e s s a g e

Well, feels great to be that loved around hahah OH OH WOAH THERE MY DAD'S GETTING MARRIED! HE MET SOME CHICK IN SYDNEY!! That's why he wants me to go with him!
from: anouk

[anouk lirienne fournier]

t e x t-- m e s s a g e

I don't... know. This changes everything, and I now I've got the more reasons to not go... I mean I am happy for him but... he could have told me about this chick... knowing my father he just met her and they are eloping or something...
from: anouk

[anouk lirienne fournier]

t e x t-- m e s s a g e

Duh... I don't know how to feel about this all to be honest. And no, he is not inviting her over, mom and dad don't talk to each other since he left, not that I can blame her... Another reason to not go, I don't want to go all alone to meet a chick I probably won't like and that is marrying my dad...
from: anouk

[anouk lirienne fournier]

t e x t-- m e s s a g e

I was planning on taking Scar with me until my dad mentioned wedding in the conversation. Won't you... feel out of place with my dad there? Because I could very much use your support with me...
from: anouk

[anouk lirienne fournier]

t e x t-- m e s s a g e

so you are up for it?! well but we are lucky my dad is so hippie and crazy, he won't really mind, I was thinking more of you than him hahaha
from: anouk

[anouk lirienne fournier]

t e x t-- m e s s a g e

Just wait until mom knows... that is going to be crazy, she will spend the day shouting at him on the phone, she will probably swear a lot at him for wanting me there hahaha I think we do... more weddings...
from: anouk

[anouk lirienne fournier]

t e x t-- m e s s a g e

don't feel sorry for her haha feel sorry for me, my mom is one hell of a woman to handle. And no way, you are going shopping the tux with me, though I don't think is necessary since the wedding is on the beach... my dad is crazy... I can't believe he has such ideas...
from: anouk

[anouk lirienne fournier]

t e x t-- m e s s a g e

My dad is hippie so he probably will marry in jeans... I can't believe he is an adult...
from: anouk

[anouk lirienne fournier]

t e x t-- m e s s a g e

don't ask, that's just how my dad rolls, which is something I was never able to understand and was cool when you are seven but now it's not anymore lol and well, you can definetely come, I don't think he will say a thing about it, neither if I bring Scar with me... I guess I should tell her to pack her bags and come with me to pick some dress for a beach wedding.
from: anouk

[anouk lirienne fournier]

t e x t-- m e s s a g e

mine too, and it's sort of... well I always liked the beach for a wedding, I guess that's why my father picked the place, to try make me melt... I'm glad you are excited about it, you saved me by coming you know?
from: anouk

[anouk lirienne fournier]

t e x t-- m e s s a g e

just one of his many tricks. Don't get so high Alex hahaha or you will end up staying here and Scar will take your place =P
from: anouk

[anouk lirienne fournier]

t e x t-- m e s s a g e

Scar won't ever do that so me so don't tempt me Alex! I am still in time to leave you here haha wouldn't do so though, but just because I do need you there when my stupid dad say 'yes I do' to another woman...
from: anouk

[anouk lirienne fournier]

t e x t-- m e s s a g e

well she will choose me of course haha no doubt about it, I just make life so much better ;D and like I said, watch out big brother or Scar will take your place huh haha
from: anouk

[anouk lirienne fournier]

t e x t-- m e s s a g e

Hands down, you win, you know I need you anyway haha there is no point denying something so obvious. You know Scar is starting to scare me lol
from: anouk