dreams of paradise||matthew

[scarlett neveah vayro]

After a long three and a half weeks of staying in bed and being ill, Scarlett was finally back on track and she was back in the art department. Four folders in her hand form the four projects that she had missed. Two more projects were still at home because Scarlett wasn’t bothered to hold six folders all together in her hands, especially because she had done so much work for the first time in her life. Her previous projects were always half done, nothing was ever fully done and she always worked at it half heartedly, now while she was ill, she had put her full mind to it and did most of the work with quite amazing results. Her photographs were much better, brighter, they told a story, she was glad. Her true, proper talents as a photographer were finally coming out and she couldn’t be any happier. Who knew being sick would ensure that her true talents would come out? She didn’t at all and now she was happy.

A smile was plastered across her lips as she walked down the halls of the academy in a baby blue dress and some heels. Anyone who knew Scarlett knew that since she was wearing heels and no sort of trousers to hide her away from the cold, she was feeling flirty and fun. She was happy, no more having to hold tissues in her hand, no more wearing pajamas or even having to eat small things and then vomiting. She could now hold down her food, she could get out of her bed without feeling dizzy; things were all great. Skipping into the classroom where she had to give her projects to her teacher, she sighed, rolling her eyes as she saw that the teacher wasn’t even there. Heaving herself onto a table and sitting down, she kicked her legs back and forth, opening one of the folders to re check her essay and pictures, making sure that there was nothing wrong with it.

She hadn’t seen anyone yet that she knew, Anouk was probably in one of the art departments and most of her friends were in different categories, drama, dance, writing; most of her friends weren’t even in the art department or the photography apartment, they were in different places and she had to go find them after she gave in her work. Sighing, she rubbed her forehead, the feeling of dizziness approaching. Opening her bag, she got out a water bottle and took a sip from it, looking around the classroom and hoping for some sort of distraction while she waited.

tagged|matthew! thoughts|woop, i already love these two ^^

[liz2]

Matthew was so sick of going to the academy sometimes. He had writer's block, since he didn't have a muse anymore. He was use to girls breaking up with him but this time this girl decide to break up with him because she didn't understand the fact he was always going to be a musician and loves pranks. He needed a girl who understand that he enjoy being funny and always writing about his life, relationships and girls. She was mad at him because he had written a song about them and how he though she need to relax about his flirting and she ripped up his paper with the lyrics, slapped him and walked out of the room saying that she never should had dated him.

Matt laughed at the fact the musicians understood better than her and that he was allow to write about anything. He was friends with writers and musicians mainly. He smiled when he notice his good friend Jess because he knew he could always count on her for advice. He looked at her and waited for a hug but all she did was pasted him in the hall because she told him that she was so close to finished her second movie script that all she could do is say hello. He watch her walk by and just nodded since he knew she was excited to finish already. He yelled down the hall telling her he better get a look at it and she smiled and said yes of course. Matt looked and notice his friends were waiting for him because they wanted to jam out with him but he needed to talk to a certain teacher because he did take one class that wasn't music which they all though was odd but he told them it was only going to be one class and rest was music.

He told them he would meet up with them later and headed down the hall to where his classroom was. He hoped the teacher would still accepted his project. He had to make a pit stop before entering the room. He need to grabbed the folder that had the project from his locker and which he did of course and then headed into the class room noticing the teacher wasn't even there. ''Dang, I swear this teacher and i'' He sighed. He then notice a girl was already in the room. He smiled and then realized it was Scarlett. They had talked a couple of times and he had forgot she and him were in the same class. He wonder what he was going to say to her, but he did notice she had been missing for a while. He place the project down on the desk and walked over to her. ''Hey stranger, looking good as always'' He said smiling. ''How have you been, because i swear i forgotten how beautiful you were'' He said smiling.


He was always like this, flirt with any girl and that was the other reason why his ex broke up with him because she didn't like that. He couldn't help he wasn't a one women guy, he just hadn't found that girl he could stay loyal to. He didn't know why but Scarlett was always beautiful and he didn't know why but he just wanted her to give him her full attention. He waited for her to say something. He didn't know what she would think of him flirting with her. He didn't know if she would like it or be turn off. He hated when girls didn't like the attention he gave them, but he knew she was different. He hoped that the teacher would get here soon so he could tell them he was sorry for handing it in late and charm his way to a good grade. He smiled at her and hope he could make the next couple mins waiting less boring and more fun.

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[scarlett neveah vayro]

She never made any one particular object or person her muse, what if that object or person went away? It meant that her muse would also be gone from her reach and she would start producing weird photographs and ones that she wouldn’t be proud of. She needed muse that would always bet here so the majority of the time she used her memories. Happy memories for things that were meant to come out great and bright, and sad memories for photographs that were meant to come out a little more grey and depressing than normal. That was just the way she worked and it worked better than other artist’s muse and what not. Scarlett never felt as if she had to be a muse for someone, she doubted she ever would be anyway, she just liked creating her own muse though, being a muse and forcing someone else to be your muse were completely two different things. And she actually liked the latter instead of the first because then she could have fun herself. She could latch onto the person whom she declares as her muse and they’ll have difficult leaving her because sometimes Scarlett’s attitude was childish, and who wanted to disappoint a child?

She didn’t think that there were many students around and if there was they were probably in other departments or other places trying to figure out their own muse or joining up with friends to go out somewhere. With that in mind, she began to wonder as to how she had changed, how did she become so lonely once more? She had to go back to normal, or what came after she was pretty much normal. Changing back into her old, old self wouldn’t do any one good, especially not herself because she wanted people to know her as the fun, easy going Scarlett, the one who could brighten up anyone’s’ day with a chatter or a smile and that was that. Not the quiet, keep to herself Scarlett who would probably creep people out. Who would like the second Scarlett? She doubted anyone would, there were a lot of quiet people in the Academy who made friends and what not and were coming out of their shells, no one went back into that shell…ever because it would just make them seem like a wimp and after everything Scarlett had been through, she knew that she was not a wimp.

At first she didn’t notice anyone entering the room as she was taking a sip of her drink and massaging her forehead with the other hand, she had lost herself in her own thoughts quite well that she had blocked other people out and the noises that came with it. But she did realize that there was someone there once she had capped the lid back onto her water bottle, turning around in her position, where one leg was crossed over the other, she smiled her bright wide smile as she realized who had spoken and who was going to be there with her for at least a few moments before she left; Matthew. She knew who Matthew was, he was n her year and did music, not art but he was a great guy, fun loving and an easy joker too. Getting up from her position, she placed her folders on the table and walked towards him. “Hey darling, do those pick up lines actually work?” Letting out a small laugh, she shook her head at him but her eyes were wide and bright, this was the first proper conversation she was having with a person in quite a while, forgive her for being too excited. “But thanks for the compliment sweet cheeks, how’ve you been huh? What have you been up to while I was sick at home and in bed?”

tagged| matthew thoughts|you did great! =)

[liz2]

Matt laugh because of what Scarlett first say to him. Matt try to remember if they actually did work on anyone and then laughed because the last person he used them on was his current ex. ''They did once but that girl is now history'' He said. He hated thinking about his ex but he knew she wasn't coming back because of his ways when it came to girls and relationships. Matt was happy to hear she liked the compliment and called him sweet cheeks. Matt knew she was different from other girls and really didn't care what people think of her. Matt smiled and thought about how to answer.

''I been blah lately since i was dumped by another ex but its whatever since she couldn't handle that i wasn't up for a close relationship and that i wrote songs about us'' He said. I also have been trying to write more music but nothing is coming to me because i just don't know what to write about'' He said. ''You were sick in bed, you should had told me, I would had brought you chicken soup'' He said laughing. He love to make jokes and hoped she didn't care he made a joke about her and being sick. He really did think she was beautiful though and hope she didn't mind him calling her beautiful.

''I know you didn't like my pick up line but i really do think your beautiful Scarlett'' He said. He didn't know what she would say or think because it was Matt cooper. He was know to mess up relationships and joke about stuff that was sorta serious. He blushed because he was embarrassed about how he made the comment about her beauty. He hoped she wouldn't notice but then again he wanted her to notice him. He liked how she was funny and how she acted childish at times. That was the kind of girl he wanted. Someone who had a personality and understood life was supposed to be fun. He smiled and waited for her to say something. He wonder if the teacher was also coming soon because he didn't know if how long his alone time was with her. He just stood there staring at her and hoped she didn't mind him looking at her. He didn't know why but his girl was different.


He stopped staring at her to a sec and fixed his hat. He enjoy wearing a hat because it made him different from most of the guys and he just felted like the hat made him stand out. He smiled at her one more time. He was about to lean in to her face and kiss her cheek softly and heard the teacher walk in. He bite his lip because he wanted more minutes with her and just headed over to him and started talking to the teacher. He just hoped Scarlett wouldn't leave when he was done talking. He just wanted her to know he cared.

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[scarlett neveah vayro]

Pick up lines were something that were always used, men thought that they could get to boys by doing or saying what they wanted to hear or trying to act like a bad boy, it was weird but it was affectionately cute at times too. Matthew was definitely cute, she knew that, he just seemed pretty much amazing at points but of course she wasn’t going to get involved him, there was no way. Both were just too friendly with one another and even if she wanted to, he probably only saw her as a friend so what was the point? She laughed and nodded his head at her explanation. “Of course, guess the lines didn’t work all too well.” She shook her head at him with a small, soft smile on her face. He eyes widened a little as Matt told her that he was recently dumped lately. “Wow, really? Well sucks for the girl right? Who’d want to give up a guy that writes song about her? You don’t know what to write about? Why not try and find some muse for yourself?” She shook her head, a smile on her face; the girl probably was really crazy. It was quite cute that Matt wrote songs about their relationship, the girl probably just feared commitment, Scarlett was pretty much sure she wouldn’t mind if a guy did that for her. “I should have told you but I was so hazy I probably would have wrote ‘ashausoaog’ instead of ‘I’m sick.’” She let out a small laugh and nodded her head.

She was really sick, she had written so many texts to Anouk and Alexei that didn’t make sense at all, it was a wonder how they even recognised the words that she was actually trying to type up. As Matt spoke again, this time his sentence provoked a reaction out of her. Her checks went a light pink and she bit her lip, smiling coyly. “Thank you Matthew, that’s very sweet of you.” As any girl was, Scarlett was very much conscious about herself, she didn’t like how her forehead looked so big, she didn’t like how her fingers were a little bit shorter than what she thought they should have been like…she was self conscious a lot of the time. Her gaze focused down onto her lap where her assignments were, she was slightly embarrassed now but she thought Matthew was cute; of course any girl would be able to see that.

Looking up quickly, slightly alarmed as if the both of them were doing something that they shouldn’t have been doing, she looked at the teacher and smiled, planting he assignments on her table in front of her face. She didn’t know whether she was supposed to wait or not for Matthew so she walked out of the room and leaned against the wall and fiddling with her camera as she waited for Matthew, she actually did want to spend some more time with him.

[liz2]

''Nah, most girls find them stupid but i honestly don't care'' He said. ''Yeah she also hated that i never spend time with her, i was always writing and she wanted more attention but the girl has to understand my music will always be put first'' He said. ''Honestly i don't know why she did because most girls love having songs written about them'' He said. ''Yeah I'm still a a little stuck from the breakup and wishing that my lyrics and music was something beside girls'' He said. ''I'm considering looking to think what else to have muse for because always having girl as my muse is getting quite old'' He said.

''It's okay Scarlett, as long your feeling better that is all that matter to me'' He said. He really did like Scarlett and he didn't know what she thought about him. Matt was always a joker and pranks king most girls didn't want to be with him. He notice her cheeks go pink after he compliment her and he smiled. He loved seeing when a girl was embarrassed and honestly her cheeks were the most adorable after they went pink. He was about to kiss her and then the teacher walked in and he headed over to talk to him. He noticed Scarlett leave and hoped that she was still waiting for him. He finished the conversation with the teacher and head out the room very happy that he could finally relax about that assignment. He smiled when he noticed her leaning there waiting for him. ''Well, its nice to know you waited for me'' He said smiling. He looked at Scarlett and hoped she wouldn't be scared or run away after what he knew he was going to do.

He wrapped his arms around her waist and kisses her lips softly. He had been wanting to do that for a while and he didn't care what she thought about that kiss. ''I'm sorry, i know i shouldn't had done that but honestly your so beautiful and cute and i just wanted to show that i have a crush on you and i don't want to any other guy to be yours because I want to be that guy'' He said. He blushed after the statement and kisses her cheek before unwrapping his arms around her. He looked at her and started to walk away. He knew a girl like her wouldn't anything from him. He bite his lip and turned around because he hear her call his name and he hoped that she would not hit him. He just smiled and waited for her to catch up.

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[scarlett neveah vayro]

Listening carefully to what Matthew was telling her, Scarlett just nodded her head. A lot of girls found pick up lines really cheesy; Scarlett included. It was cute how boys wanted girls to drop at their feet’s and just get together with them, but using sexist pick up lines wouldn’t work. At least there were a fair few sweet pick up lines out there and she was glad Matthew had decided to talk to her with the latter instead of the first. Nodding her head, she let out a little laugh. “I think changing your use to something that is a constant in your life would be better than pinning it all onto a girl, because you never know when she’s going to go out of your life or how long she’d ever stay.” Raising an eyebrow at Matthew, she nodded her head at what she said. It was true, it was best to have a muse that was a constant in your life otherwise you’d never get your stuff done on time.

What she liked about Matthew was that he really cared about her, and she meant really. It wasn’t those fake sympathy that a lot of people gave, it was normal and natural and he did seem to worry over her quite a bit unlike other people and that was why she liked him, he was sweet and funny and very cool indeed. “Aww, thank you.” She smiled before leaving him and the teacher to talk about whatever Matthew had gone there for. Pushing herself off of the wall that she was leaning against, she smiled. “Of course I’d wait, I didn’t even get to say bye to you.” She smiled at him, feeling slightly awkward in her position, what actually was the real reason for her staying behind? She didn’t even know but she knew she wanted to spend a few more moments with Matthew before going home because he was always there for her and made her smile.

Her eyes widened a little as Matt’s arms went around her waist. She straightened up a little; her body tensing under his touch because she had no idea what Matthew wanted to do to her until his lips actually pressed against hers. Her eyes fluttered shut for a few seconds before the lips were gone and before Matthew began to speak. It was as if he wasn’t giving her a moment to speak, he seemed to be embarrassed slightly by what he had done so while he walked away she called him back. She just had to because he was just adorable. She felt weird as she walked up to him, it was a good thing that he had stopped otherwise she’d be running to catch up with him. Awkwardly looking down as she came to a stop in front of him, she rolled her eyes at herself. Why the hell was she being so shy? Leaning up she kissed his cheek before whispering. “I think I’d love for you to be that guy Matthew.” With that being said, she laced her small fingers with his own before looking at him.