drag me headfirst; fearless. 'anouk · COMPLETE

[alexei leon fournier]

It was pretty weird to think that Anouk loved him; he had no idea why this was in his head now. The reason wasn’t because he was her stepbrother, but it was because what was there to like about him? At first he was a jerk to her because he didn’t want her in his life, but if she did love him, what was there to love? He was an awkward, anti social, weirdly creepy boy who hid behind his paintings. And she was this social butterfly, insanely gorgeous girl whom everyone wanted to be friends with; it was like an opposite attract sort of relationship and that made Alex wonder if they were actually supposed to be with one another. If people saw them together would they think ‘oh wow they make such a great couple,’ or was it going to be one of those ‘damn, I can’t believe how a girl like her wanted a guy like him,’ sort of thing? But there was no reason to think of it now, she was with him, she was in his arms, missing him and touching him and that should have made him believe that she loved him and that this wasn’t all just a dream, if it was a dream he would have woken up by now, surely right?

Alex was always worried about what people said of him and what people would say about him, before he wasn’t all that worried but now that he was with Anouk, he felt as if anyone would start throwing bricks at him because of being in a relationship like this, his step mother especially. Heck, she might even use one of her high heels to poke a hole through his head! Weird thoughts and images ran through his head whenever he felt scared of being caught out in this relationship but he was forcing them out because now was Alex and Anouk time, now was not the time to even think about his step mom or his dad back home, thousand of miles away in a suburban area of Paris; they probably weren’t even thinking about them doing anything, so he could do something. Smiling into the kiss, he bit at her lower lip gently, nibbling on it more like for a while before speaking. “Sounds like you’d enjoy it more if I do that.” Laughing as she shivered against his body, he held her more tightly, not even wanting space for an ant to crawl through between them. He had never had an experience this great, he had never felt as passionate as he had with anyone else, forget every girl in his life; Anouk was definitely the one!

Looking down at her with another smile on his face, his stroked her cheek gently with his thumb as she leaned into it. Smiling he leaned forwards and rubbed his nose against hers, making a humming noise. “Hmmm, like this? But if I can control myself darling…I’m sure you’ll learn how to from me, you don’t know how difficult it is to stop myself doing anything to you.” Smiling, with his eyes closed, he inhaled a scent of her and opened them once before continuing to attack her with kisses. His body was on fire, it was pushing him to do things that he knew if he were not in an intoxicated state due to Anouk and her touches, he would have stopped himself, but he wasn’t going to. He let out a whine when she spoke. “That’s horrible, you’re being a very bad influence.” Stopping for a second to catch his breath, he kept his eyes closed, unsure of what to do; he knew he was going to give her sex, knew that he would give into her sometime this week but his mind was urging him to stop, more like screaming really. Running a hand through his hair, he opened his eyes and looked at her, tilting his head to the side. “You know I want you a lot, right?” Rolling off of her, he turned and faced the ceiling of their room, a hand over his chest while the other clasped around Anouk’s hand. He groaned again in annoyance this time though, “My morals are kicking in.”

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[anouk lirienne fournier]

Everyone has fears; doubts that fill up your mind and mess up with your feelings, blurring logic and turning everything upside down. Anouk wasn’t an exception, she had also fears but she didn’t like to voice them, and well honestly her fears had tone down to just being Alex leaving her or this being all a dream. She was insecure about being able to keep him, and that scared her. Right now all those things were put on hold to concentrate in more urgent matters such as Alexei pressing down against her and kissing her and basically throwing her whole world on fire. How much she loved the things he could to her, how much she loved how Alex could find her weakest points so easy, or maybe it was that she was just plain weak against him. Whatever the reason she was enjoying these waves of pleasure going through her body and she caressed his face softly once he freed her mouth so he could talk. “I always enjoy it if it’s with you Alexei.” Her bodies fitted together, there was no space between them and it felt deliciously good the warm of his body. He set her world on fire; he made her feel complete and perfectly fine, not to mention all he was doing to her felt incredible good and had her begging for more.

Alexei was sweet, caring, and careful; a gentleman, but he could also be passionate, he could turn her on like no one else, he had a way of getting under her skin and reaching places no one did. She shivered once again. Anouk hated not having the control of the situation, how reactions will leave her body without her previous approbation. She didn’t want him to know how aroused she was because of him; she wanted to control herself, to be the one pleasuring him like she always did with the rest. But Alex wasn’t like the rest and once he touched her all her thoughts vanished and she allowed him to do whatever he wanted to, she gave him the lead. “Yes, like that.” she closed her eyes and moaned, another wave of pleasure under his teases; she wanted to attack him so bad. “I have a pretty good idea actually. I am learning some control by force thank you very much.” She said laughing a bit and playing with his lips. As things grew more passionate Anouk realized they had to stop, what if they went all the way and then Alexei regretted it? She chuckled, knowing she was a really bad influence. “And you are being a kid.” She answered back. But she knew the charm was pretty much gone and that he was going to stop. And sure enough he was off her shortly after that. Anouk screamed in frustration and throw her arm over her eyes.

“Yes I know.” She said through gritted teeth. It took all she had to not scream at him, she took a deep breath and tried to relax. She was really annoyed of her stupid morals, seriously, they were always kicking in at the worst time possible and turned great moments into bad ones. Right now she wanted to kick his ass, to scream and yell and tell him to man up, but instead she curled into a ball next to him and rested her head on his chest. “I hate your stupid morals Alex, but it’s okay.” This was one of her love proofs. Always giving in, always controlling her urges for him, because she loved him. It was tiresome and hard but Anouk didn’t regret it. She felt comfortable in his chest while she tried to calm herself down and not yell at him. Sometimes it was hard not to go banshee on him.

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OUTFIT, here
WORD COUNT, 634
NOTES, I took all her willpower but she didn't yell at him lol.

[alexei leon fournier]

His fears always somehow managed to come out, mainly because Anouk always pressured him to tell her what he was thinking and what he was feeling, he was always jealous when it came to Anouk and her relationship with boys, it was inevitable to not to be jealous, he just felt awkward in the conversation because guys and their best friend that was a girl and her boyfriend, never really got along, it was like a territory thing somehow. He didn’t want to share her with other guys, maybe guys who were slightly feminine but no one else, other boys always managed to somehow grabbed Anouk’s attention and that made him rage on the inside with jealousy because he was a selfish creature that required her attention all the time. He wasn’t normally a selfish creature but now that he was with Anouk, he wanted her to himself and only to himself, he wanted to just curl up with her and never leave her side because she meant the world to him; she meant a great deal of a lot to him. Smiling gently as she caressed his face with her hand and spoke, he hummed to himself quietly because her hands felt great on him; it was a turn on whenever she did something soft. “Well that’s great, I enjoy everything when it’s with you too.” Opening his eyes he smiled at her, drinking in her face as if it was the last time he’d ever see her; he was just so hungry for her.

He loved knowing her weakness’ because it made it easier for her to bend under his will, not that he would ever take advantage of her like that, but it was just nice knowing that he could make her do what he wanted with just a soft touch and a gentle kiss. She was under his spell it seemed like but then again, so was he. Every push she made against his kisses, every reaction he managed to get out of her made him go mad, he wanted to do something like that to her over and over and over again, just to hear her little moans because really, those were the main things that were turning him on and making him continue. He chuckled as she spoke, almost breath like as if she couldn’t stand his constant teasing, but that was what made him seem powerful and he liked that. “Hah, well that’s good darling, don’t want you to get too carried away now do we?” He didn’t know if he would regret it, he would have to go by the words, what’s done is done, and he knew he didn’t want to regret it, everything was meant to done perfectly; he wanted perfection, but was there ever such a thing as perfection? Not really, in Alex’s corrupted mind there was though. “But you love me like that sometimes right?” Looking at her as she put her arms over her eyes, he let out an inaudible sigh, he had to stop teasing her like that otherwise she’d blow her top off soon enough and he didn’t want to go through that at all.

He watched her gritting her teeth, and closed his eyes in guilt, he didn’t want her to be this annoyed; he knew how hard she was working to make sure that he could be comfortable in this relationship and he had to do that same, but how long could they kiss and touch before everything had to move up another level? He sighed once again, putting an arm around her as she rested on his chest, everything was quiet for a moment and he could hear Scarlett’s music from down the hall. “It’s not is it?” Sighing he looked down at her and rolled her over so she was on top of him and so he could have a direct look at her face. Pushing some of her hair back, he caressed her face with his hands for a second, a thoughtful look on her face. “How about we make a deal? I’ll take things further if you lessen my guilt…?” Laughing he shook his head and leaned upwards, kissing her nose.

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[anouk lirienne fournier]

Alexei was one hell of a boy to please. Sometimes it was easy and other times Anouk simply didn’t know what he wanted. Right now she knew he wanted her, he was all turned on and it was taking him a great deal of control to not just jump over her and eat her up. He was the possessive kind of guy with her, he had never cared much about whom she went with or talked to until now, and he went all full mode with it. She didn’t know if she had to feel flattered about it or annoyed, because it didn’t matter how much he tried to keep her for himself Alexei never went further than teasing her until she went nuts over him and then he will stop. Right now thing were getting a bit out of control, it seemed here he was freer and wanted to tease her further. That was good and bad, because well who would say being like this could feel this great? But when he stopped mid-way in her waves of pleasure she just wanted to yank his head back and tell him to man the fuck up and go all the way or stop teasing her at all. She moaned a bit at his words, making her feel amazing inside, even with just a few words he can send her world upside down.

Anouk hated it a bit though, because she had always been the one with the upper hand, she had always been the one in control, pleasuring her partner and letting them do the same with her but… it hadn’t been the same at all, she had never abandoned herself and her reason in such a way as she was doing with Alexei. And she knew he would know that at some point. She wanted to be carried away; she wanted to completely lose herself in his touch, in how all of it was feeling. She wanted all of him, she wanted to know how it would all feel in his arms, but she couldn’t force him into it, much less if he wasn’t ready for it. “I want to get carried away, you’ve got no idea of how much I want that.” But he was strong enough to control his urges and as always he stopped. She knew it was coming but it didn’t make her feel any better as she screamed in frustration. Anouk didn’t want him to feel bad for not being ready but he should feel guilty for pushing her strings this far and then just left her all turned on.

She loved him though, even when he acted like a kid or a bloody idiot. “Very much.” She said with a smile, even if felt more like hitting him on the back of his head. She felt great curled up beside him with his arm over her; she felt peaceful and her annoyance faded away as she listened to his hear beat. Everything was right in her world right now. “I have to say you make it really hard for it to be okay, but yes, it is.” She looked up at him but her rolled over and had her on top, she made herself comfortable there, closing her eyes as he caressed her face, titling it to rest her head on his hand. Her eyes widened as her suggested a deal, not really sure if he was kidding or not. “And how I can ‘lessen your guilt’?’” She said rising and eyebrow and looking down at him, still not sure of what to make of this. She didn’t want to push things too far with him, but this time he was suggesting going further… so that meant he was more ready than before which was an improvement. But still, if he had stopped that meant he wasn’t that ready and if they took things too further being carried away in the moment; he will regret it and she will feel horrible about it, not to mention that could ruin their relationship. Since when had she changed so much as to think about sex this much? Oh right, since Alexei had come into her life and taught her love was so much more than that.

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OUTFIT, here
WORD COUNT, 711
NOTES, =O deals!! hahaha

[alexei leon fournier]

He was actually pretty difficult to please, it was mainly because he saw things in a different way, he needed to please someone else before he himself could be pleased, but he didn’t want to pleased sexually because that was something major. He really wasn’t that big of a Christian, otherwise he wouldn’t have been in a relationship with Anouk right at that very moment, but he did have faith and he did believe that sex had to be something as a reward. He had sex before marriage so he was going to hell anyway and now he was just strengthening those chances by getting into a relationship with Anouk; he didn’t care much about his faith anymore, he did believe in God still though, just not as much as he had done before. After the fire, he prayed a great deal of a lot but when his mom didn’t come back in a year, he lost most of his faith, only agreeing to go to church every Sunday because his father had always persuaded him somehow.

He hadn’t felt like this in ages, the fiery kisses, the passionate touching, their legs tangled within one another’s’, it felt just great, amazing, fantastic and all the brilliant words that you could find related to any of that. Not being in a relationship for a few years had sort of stored all his passionate moments into one and now he was ready to unleash it on to her, but he didn’t want to, he wanted everything to be perfect; it just had to be. He wanted to lose himself in her touches and kisses, wanted to inch her shirt upwards and open everything of hers, and trust me he really was close to doing it, how far could they go before his morals came up? His morals were always coming out at the wrong times, preventing him from doing things that he knew he would regret in the end, he just didn’t want her to know that he would regret because he was totally sure that he wanted to do this with her…maybe not tonight but sometime later on in the week because it would have been perfect for her. “I do to, I really do but it’s not right yet, it isn’t. It will be soon though, I promise…hopefully.” Sighing he looked at her, he knew she was annoyed by everything he did when it came to the teasing section because he always left her unsatisfied.

He smiled and nodded his head, “Thank you, I love you in every single way that you act too.” Smiling he sighed once more, slightly happy that her annoyance at him was fading away because he didn’t like it when she was annoyed at him, he liked to have her happy with him because he wanted her to be happy in this relationship, but what relationships didn’t have their ups, downs and annoyances? “I’m sorry I do that, but you shall get used to it…hopefully?” He passed an innocent look across his face, smiling happily down at her before he pulled her up on top of him, he loved the feeling of her this close to him; it just felt great because it was as if there was no worry of anyone coming into their room anymore, it was all so great. He raised an eyebrow at her question and after a few seconds of silence shrugged his shoulders. “Beats me, that’s the thing that you have to figure out my dear.” He smiled cheekily at her, running a hand down her spine, his fingers softly going down her body like a spider to make her shiver at his touches. He was ready for this, he was but he knew he would feel guilty afterwards, no matter what and he needed her help to make sure that he wouldn’t feel as bad when they finally did do the deed…yes he was going to do it with her.

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[anouk lirienne fournier]

Lately Anouk had given a lot of thought to Alexei’s reasons for taking things slow. At first she had thought it was because he saw her still as a sister and needed time to figure things out, then when it was clear he had got over that stage and things didn’t move on she thought it was because he wanted to go all lovey-dovey first before getting to the heavy stuff and now that they were so close to doing it, to crossing that line, she didn’t know what to think anymore. None of the previous reasons fitted this turn of events anymore, it was clear he was ready, it was clear the lovey-dovey stage was pretty much gone right at the moment and it was also clear that Alexei desired her. Then what was stopping him? It had been then when her mind started to have doubts about not being good enough for him, or desirable enough. But then she realized there could be another option, maybe he was scared she would find him not enough because of her experience and after sex she would leave him for another boy to toy with. Or like he always said, her morals kicked in and took the best of him. But what morals exactly? Anouk wasn’t a moral girl at all, she had been a slut, she had drank, partied as heavy as she could and took drugs, she had tried to kill herself… well uncountable reasons to explain why she didn’t have faith even one little bit, and she could never bring herself to even think about it. How could she after everything she had gone through and all she had done?

She snuggled her head against his chest, kissing it softly. Alexei also wanted for it to be special, not some random sex because of need and at some given moment in some given place and she could understand that. Anouk never had something even close to special when it came to sex, not even her first time with a boy which name she couldn’t even remember anymore and will never do. She knew it didn’t matter what she had done before because with him it was going to be better than everything, it was going to be different and it was going to be right. It wasn’t going to erase all she did, but it was going to get close to it and for her it was enough. She wanted to give herself to him and bound herself to him because now sex didn’t mean pleasure in the heat of the moment. It meant conveying her feelings to her loved one in every possible way; it meant becoming one to him. “I am trying to give you’re your space, trust me I am. But you make it so effing difficult with your teasing.” Don’t misunderstand her, Anouk loved everything he did to her, she just couldn’t stand it when it came to such abrupt end and left her burning and aching. Because yes, being sex deprived hurt and she needed a way to find a release. But when he said he loved her… well let’s say Alexei had a very good weapon to dumfound her. She got slighting up her arms and kissed him lightly.

But of course, the same way he had to calm her down he had to fire her up, and she threw him a killing glance through narrowed eyes when he suggested she had to get used to it. “As if someone could ever get used to something like that” She said, her tone threatening. “When you finally give in I am not going to be merciful.” She raised an eyebrow at his smile, but she smiled down at him knowing he was happy that he didn’t have to hide here. It had been a burden lifted off her shoulders too because it feel great no having to watch the door at the sound of footsteps, or being on the watch all the time. Anouk could read pretty well and easy but when it came to know what he wanted… well let’s say not even Alexei knew what he wanted sometimes and she got messed up. So how was she supposed to figure a way of lessen his guilt? “Is that even possible?” She asked him laughing. She lay against him and kissed him, shivering as his hand run down her back, teasing her again. “This, Alex.” She said referring to them being together. “This is right, it’s perfect.” She kissed him again, one kiss with every word she said. “Whatever we do, if it’s together, is going to be perfect and right.” she looked at him and caressed his face. Even under his teases she could be this sweet. “Because it’s love and I love you.”

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OUTFIT, here
WORD COUNT, 803
NOTES, I wonder of such a thing is even possible for Alex, not to regret or feel guilty about something lol

[alexei leon fournier]

Alex couldn’t help but to feel bad whenever he went further than he intended to do, it was just in him to feel bad as he did right then because even though Anouk wanted it, and she wanted it bad – he knew that – he just didn’t think they were ready for it. Sure, it made him sound like a girl who was getting ready to lose her virginity to a guy that she loved for so long, but it was going to be a lot for him. To give himself wholly to Anouk, to bear himself naked in front of her, to have her inspecting everything that he owned, his baggage; everything, it was just going to be awkward for him. He loved this girl so much, he wanted everything to be perfect, he didn’t want her to just suddenly roll out from underneath him and say that she couldn’t do it. She seemed ready now, but would she be ready when he was actually ready? Would she be ready when he was finally eager to do the deed? He’d have to see, he was doing all this for her and he was hoping she would accept it because he wanted their love making to be wholesome, done with love and done very soft and slowly. He knew lust could take over at any moment in that time but he wanted to start off by loving her and not lusting after her and doing everything horribly wrong; like he kept on thinking, it was meant to be perfect.

Humming to himself as she kissed his chest, he smiled because it felt good. To just have her near him and to be cuddling with her without a worry in the world, you could even tell that he was less worried because of the frown lines that weren’t visible there. His forehead was less creased, not too many worry lines there that represented how worried he had been about the both of them being caught out by anyone. But now there was nothing, he was calm about it. Looking down at her, he let out a chuckle at her swearing, shaking his head at her because even though he knew he was teasing her quite a bit; he just didn’t understand how much it affected her body. “Hey, it’s not my fault that I’m a pro at these kinds of stuff, I’ll try not to make it too difficult for you though darling, trust me, I don’t even do it on purpose.” Letting out a laugh, he shook his head once more. It was funny how free Alex was because normally he wouldn’t even joke about his experience with the teasing and the sex because he knew he wasn’t all too good since he had a lack of experience but the fact that he could get Anouk to bend under his will was sort of rising his ego up. He would make sure to push it down though later, just in case, so that he didn’t become too big headed.

Biting his lip in nervousness when Anouk threw a killer glance at him, he had to let out a little snort as he was trying to stifle his own laughter at her gaze towards him. It wasn’t really his fault that he could manage to control himself and she couldn’t, the both of them had really different experiences was all. He laughed, “When I do give in, don’t think I’ll be merciful either, I can imagine just making love to you and I’m sure that you can too...” Laughing, he rolled his eyes, thinking himself as stupid for letting his imagination get the better of him. “But yes, the more time you spend with me, the more you’ll be able to get over something like that and control yourself easily.” It was embarrassing how Anouk knew how terribly he wanted her, so why did he bother to try and hide it anymore? She was an expert at reading him, she knew him like he knew the back of his hand; she had spent ages fascinating over him and now it was his turn, it was his turn to fascinate over her because she really was a delectable person. He kept his eyes on her as she questioned him, raising an eyebrow as if to say that the question was not yet ready for an answer, instead he continued to move his fingers up and down her spine, smiling when she let out a shiver. Leaning up, he kissed her for a long time before letting her go and letting his head fall back onto the bed. “I’m glad you think of it that way and aren’t annoyed because you’re right, it’s love and I love you too.”

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[anouk lirienne fournier]

Anouk had never doubted about his love for him, and she had told Alexei before that no matter what happened with the sex she wasn’t going to ever leave him because what he loved was him not the things he could or couldn’t offer her. She had seen him half naked millions of times before and so far she had never been disappointed, in fact she remembered it had been particularly hard and painful to keep her hands to herself. Now whenever she tried to take off his shirt he would always stop things. What was he scared of? Anouk couldn’t understand the sudden shyness that he seemed to have but of course the situation was quite different from the others they had before, now he was seeing her in another light and it was… well, different. She could understand why he wanted it to be especial; she also wished for the same, she wanted the fireworks, the fairy tale, their love reaching each other’s soul as they became one. It was going to be amazing, perfect, especial and something only for them both to enjoy, something they only will know. She wanted to take her time exploring him, savoring him, and memorizing every inch of his body. To have meaningless wild sex she had those boy toys, and Alex was different, way different than them all. Anouk loved the way he seemed to be so calm around her now because there was nothing to fear anymore. They wouldn’t be getting caught here and if her father happened to walk into them he wasn’t going to freak out or anything. This was complete and absolute freedom, pure heaven.

She draw partners on his chest with her fingers, loving how she could make him feel too. “Don’t tempt me into showing how much you can bend under my power.” If Alexei had been controlling himself a lot he should know Anouk had been controlling herself even more, only because she was more used to this than him and it took a lot of energy and willpower to not take the control of the situation. Not that she thought about it, sometimes it was plain hard to just even think under his touches. She could drive him nuts, she could make him burn with desire, beg for her to either give it all or stop, but she didn’t do it because Alex would regret it, she saved that things for when he already gave in. Anouk wanted nights filled with passion and also nights filled with love, she could always spicy up their relationship and he would always offer the sweet side of it. She raised her eyebrow at him though in surprise, he voiced those thoughts out loud. Of course she had imagined that, dozens and dozens of times before, and dreamt about it too. “Oh I do… I’ve did it so many times before.” How he would feel under her touch, how his bare skin would feel against her body, how his breath will hit on her neck between kisses… Only thinking turned her on so much already.

Anouk doubted it but who was her to deny him that? Not that he will believe her anyway. She just kissed him back, running her tongue along his bottom lip and savoring his taste at leisure. “I feel like I never did with someone else before, you are the one and only.” She said, getting off him and curling again around his side, sighing happily. She felt so comfortable there lying on his chest knowing there would be no one interrupting them today. “I have to admit I get annoyed sometimes darling, but I love you and my love beats everything else.” She got slightly up to kiss his jaw, down his neck and his chest again, lacing their fingers together and she closed her eyes and breath his smell. Her free hand went to his chest and draw patterns on it, she had always wanted to do some body art, and wondered if he would agree to such a thing one of their passionate nights. That made her remember her sketch books back home and some with her with quite a few draws of him. Getting up the bed she walked toward the wardrobe and opened a drawer, taking one of the few she had hided from him, getting back to his side she gave it to him. “Here, now you will understand better how I’ve seen in you for the past three years. And how I keep doing it.”

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OUTFIT, here
WORD COUNT, 759
NOTES, that's what I thought so I used a low trick hehe

[alexei leon fournier]

Shyness was always something difficult to overcome, Alex new that because he had been shy for a long time, which turned him antisocial. He did want to have some friends, he did want to spend his Saturday nights at a party and get drunk once or twice to just get the feeling, and even though he loved staying indoors, loved his art and painting, he did want friends. Life was lonely when you didn’t have a person in it, before Anouk and her mother came into the picture, he was a lonely man at the age of twenty one, he hardly went out; maybe to the pub for a beer or two or a walk around the park to receive some muse for his paintings and a fresh cup of coffee but that was about it, that was the only thing he used to do. Especially because he was still on the verges of confirming whether or not he wanted the space of land for his gallery. But once her and her mother came into the picture, he seemed to have his free time filled up with getting to know Anouk, getting annoyed by her constant questioning and trying to make him like her and his personal, private life was then being invaded by two weird people, a woman who was about to become his step mother and a girl who was about to become his step sister. Thinking about it now, he almost wanted to laugh at just how much he disliked Anouk, because it was so weird. However much he disliked her it seemed as if he loved her just as much and maybe even more!

Shivering under her touch as she drew patterns on his chest, he let out a content sigh, just being with Anouk made him feel comfortable. It made his muscles unclench and just made him feel comfortable as much as possible, it was as if she had this special power over him which didn’t make him worry too much…something which only seemed to be working in Sydney though. Putting up his hands as if he were surrendering he shook his head at her. “Alright, alright, sorry, I don’t want you to go all bad on me and make me bend under your power…” Making a thoughtful face, he rolled his eyes upwards, closing them for a second as he continued to speak. “Though I’d like it.” Opening his eyes, he sent her another wink, he was so flirtatious now and he wondered if he was scaring Anouk with how at ease he was, he hoped he wasn’t because he just wanted her to feel relaxed with him; with each different side that she saw of him, it would be better for her. Laughing, he nodded his head at her. “I thought so, but let’s not get carried away with our fantasies.” Smiling, he squeezed her shoulders as his arms held her close to him, a cheeky smile on his face. He also had dreamt about it, once to be exact and it was very realistic, so realistic in fact that he still thought about it and thought about whether or not it’d come true sooner or later.

He licked his lips lightly as she ran her tongue across his lips, finding it more sensual than ever and opening his eyes, he looked at her, an eyebrow rose as always whenever she did something new. He wrapped his arms around her once more as she curled up by his side and he tangled his legs with hers, a leg hitched up to wrap around her waist and his face dangling just above hers as he lay there contently. “You are the one and only for me too mi amour, I love you so very much. I must apologise though for turning you on a lot and just leaving you in the middle of everything, it is a horrible thing for me to do but I’m glad you can understand." He closed his eyes, shivering involuntarily as she kissed up his jaw, down his neck and his chest, a hand gripped slightly into arm as she continued for a few seconds and let go, his grip loosened on her and he rubbed the area, thinking that he had gripped her slightly hard. Looking down, he smiled at her, “I can really sense the frustration you must be feeling.” Smiling at her, he kissed her lightly before his eyes widening slightly when she got up, the bed felt empty without her now and he sat up in bed, his hair stuck up in different angles and making him look like he had sex hair. Looking at the piece of paper with curiosity as she handed it to him, he flipped it over and looked at the drawing of himself. For a second he didn’t say anything and it really looked as if he didn’t like it at all. Then slowly, his lips inched upwards and he began to smile. “Wow…” He spoke with a breathless voice. “This is amazing sweetheart, I can’t believe this…” The drawing was drawn to scale, to perfection, it was beautiful.

tagged// anouk!
outfit//click!
word count// 859!
thoughts//hahaha yay!

[anouk lirienne fournier]

Anouk knew very well she had throw Alexei’s life upside down the same second she stepped in. Unintentionally of course because her mother didn’t want to get on his way or mess up with his private life, though she wanted for them to get along and she had invaded his life without second thought. Alexei had hated her guts, having some bubbly energetic girl getting in his way, trying with all her might for him to like her and not because she saw him as a brother at all, but because she had started to love him, little by little she went from crush to like to love and after some time he gave in to her sweet ways. A satisfied smile crossed her lips as her shivered under her touch, it was about time she unleashed some of her powers on him, she had been reserving herself for far too long and Anouk wanted him to know how much more she could give him. She raised an eyebrow at him with a little evil smile dancing on her lips as millions of ideas crossed her mind with the speed of sound. She licked her lips at the idea of making him bend under her power, of driving him so insane that he won’t be able to stop. “You would?” She caressed up his arm lightly up and down with the tips of her fingers then went up to his neck and the line of his jaw then down again to drew random patterns on his chest. She laughed softly, listening to his heartbeat and the sound of his voice with her eyes closed, it was the most beautiful sound of the world.

“They are my fantasies, I can get as carried away as I want there.” She said laughing, there she was free to do whatever she wanted to with him and it had been one of the few things that had kept her alive while they weren’t together. Though back then she had tried to avoid those thoughts as much as possible because they were always followed by pain. Now it was different, she dreamt about the things she will do to him in a future, allowing him to discover her little by little. He seemed to like the way she licked his lips and she thought she could do a bit more next time, maybe it was true that he would like that. She laughed as their legs tangled together. “Don’t apologize, I admit is frustrating but I prefer doing things than doing nothing at all. At least I can taste some of you.” Of course Anouk understood; even if it was hard for her to control, she much rather have that than nothing at all. She had been a bit scared of showing him her draws, so when she got up off bed, noticing his confused face and how lonely he seemed when she wasn’t near him, she didn’t know what had possessed her to make such a move. She had quite a lot of draws of him since her thing was drawing and her mind had been filled of him ever since the first time they met, so with time she ended up with a huge collection of drawings. She was a bit scared of his reaction and at first when he said nothing she panicked then he smiled and she sat beside him relieved.

Anouk sighed happy that he had liked it. “That’s the way I see you and I have some more here and back home.” She shrugged her shoulders as if it was no big deal; she wanted him to know how she felt. “I had too much free time and you filled my mind all the time.” Those draws were the product of a lot of hours of nothing to do and only him on her mind, sometimes he was the only thing he could think of and drawing him was the only way of expressing her feelings and being able to move on to another things. She spent hours and hours filling sheets of paper with his expressions, his many faces, when he was happy, sad, thoughtful, bored… she knew them all, well now she knew more sides of him. Sweet and lustful sides that she loved very much, new expressions she had to learn and each side of him she loved it. “I want you to see yourself clearly Alex, to know you are more than enough for me.”

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OUTFIT, here
WORD COUNT, 750
NOTES, it was time for her to reveal her secret hehehe